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Life.
Get at me.
<3
Give me a reason to stay with you.Just let me know. So I can run away faster than ever before.
Counting all the hours
That I've spent here
Just lying here
waiting for you. right here.
so ill tell them to steer clear of texas. to let them know whats in store.
There's beauty in a breakdown.
fuck that.
fuck all her lies that she ever fed me.
fuck her.
fuckfuckfuck.
I wish i could have been warned. I'MAFRAIDOFFRIENDSHIPS.
i wish i could open up to someone.
i wish i had one of those people who knew what to say at the exact great time.
i have someone kinda like that
actually, i have four people like that
but they all live in good ol texas.
too far for me.
I wish i had a bestest bestest friend.
someone to tell everything to.
someone to like. know and stuff.
i have bestfriends.
but hardly a best friend.
well. no one's ever called me a best friend before.
except in like. kinderrgarden. and stuff. but that was when you built friendships based on the best play dough and stuff.
i wish things were still that simple.
- Location:Mi casa.
- Mood:
thoughtful - Music:Beauty in the Breakdown____--- The scene aesthetic
but i wouldn't have it any other way.
i thought i hated it here in kentucky.
but really, i like it more than i did el paso.
its nicer here.
but i miss my friends so damn much.
sarah kind of upset me.
she's been upsetting me.
just because i do my hair, makeup, and nails now... she thinks i'm changing, and i'm a fake.
[no i'm not.]
just because i like to look decent?
fuck that.
him &&&& i never got together.
we didnt need each other.
he's still in love.
and so am i.
:[
♥
- Mood: contemplative
- Music:first orgasm_ the dresden dolls
I'm happiest when I'm with him. you know?
thank god he feels the same way.
<33333333
drives me kicking and screaming thru fast dreams
youre the only one who
knows exactly what i mean!
So. today a certain friend was being a bitch to me.
i hate him when he does that.
seeing since i havent done shit to deserve that.
bleh.
i just cant wait till i come home.
im tired of this bullshit over here.
=(
look at me.
im being an annoying complaining bitch.
but guess who cares?
not me.
krystal
matt
jason
loren
blistery_teareyes or something
gloria
marcella
and i think thats it. because i actually know these or they have somehow or live in el paso that i like them
so the fucking end.
got it?
good.
- Mood: contemplative
- Music:macauly culkin_the fall of troy
I couldnt leave livejournal.
it was way too hard.
so, I decided to keep it.
yeah.
ily.
I'm going to delete this journal.
but
byeeee every one!
i dunno how to use a layout that i downloaded
help?
- Mood:
embarrassed - Music:yellow submarine_ the beatles
( - Mood:
happy - Music:pop princess_click cinco
You Know You're From El Paso When... |
You know that the only two seasons are summer and Christmas. You know it's the first day of Spring because the wind gusts hit 50 mph. You know that it only snows if it was at least 75 the day before. You cringe whenever you see a CHIH MEX license plate. You can get sunburned and wind burned in the same hour. You can give a stranger exact directions to the Electric-Q disco in Juarez. You don't go near the Rio Grande. Ever. You think that anyone who lives on the West side drives a BMW and all the people on the East side are gangsters. The only national monuments you have been to are White Sands and the Chamizal. You have a least four T-shirts that have "In loving memory" on the back. You know the difference between "ya'll" and "all ya'll". You know where the "real" first Thanksgiving took place. You thinkg Western Playland is the place to be in the summer. You have tried to fry an egg on the sidewalk in July. You invest a great deal of money in hair spray in the spring. The only thing you stocked up on for Y2K were tortillas. You know what all those letters on the mountain stand for. You can see three different states and two countries from your backyard. The first place you go when you come back in town is Chico's Tacos. When you are lost in Juarez at night, you can always find your way back by looking for the star on the mountain. Seeing the Asarco tower gives you that warm and fuzzy home feeling. You have talked about leaving for about ten years, but you are still here. You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from El Paso. |
aw. now i miss el paso. like woah
- Mood:
cranky - Music:ironic_alanis m
- Mood:
crazy - Music:blitztrieg pop_ the ramoneeees
- Mood:
cold - Music:make out kids_ motion city soundtrack
Hrm, I've been listening to the old Taking Back Sunday OVER AND OVER again. I have no idea why though... I can't relate to alot of what they're singing about or anything... well, I can, but I havent been thinking of myself recently. Gosh I'm wierd. AND AMANDA took my BARBIE!!!! haha. wheeeww... I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I wanna go to Parkland tomorrow. not FKS.... >.< yesterday, I talked to Jackie for four hours, and Jonathan for two and a half. I love those people. theyre great. I can tell them ANYTHING and i know they wont say a word. Haha. I miss the "troopers"... ok. TONS of inside jokes. Ew. when I woke up, my mom almost made me eat Spam and Eggs. THAT CRAP IS GROSS!!!! so i just kept arguing until i didnt have to eat anything. all i've had in my stomache is cranberry juice. and i'm starting to feel sick. my throat is all dry and sick-like. i need graph paper for school. >.< i hate high school.i dont see the point. >.< its not like every one turns into biologists, historyographers, and mathematicians all at once. i just wanna be a writer. AND I DONT EVEN HAVE A WRITTING/ JOURNALISM class... ugh. i don't want to go to drama class tomorrow. my teacher will just complain about my performance and every one will stare at me even after my skit is up. >.< I want someone to call me. SO CALL ME. now.... i feel like writting some poems... but i only do that when my hearts all screwed up or if im really emo or something. then i feel like slapping myself and telling myself to cheer up. this entry is long and pointless. >.< i'm gonna go and not bore you any more.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Patricia~~~~~~~~~~~
- Mood:
bored - Music:taking back sunday
( okay people. )
- Mood: contemplative
- Music:under the influence_tbs
- Mood: crazy
- Music:all i got_the used
im gonna make another picture story!!!!!!!!!!
