I guess I'll see you

sdahjdjksahk

Thu, 16 Nov 2006 00:31:09 GMT

Hm.
Life.
Get at me.
<3

Sing me a song

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 00:42:22 GMT

~~Give me a reason to stay with you.~~
Just let me know. So I can run away faster than ever before.
Counting all the hours
That I've spent here
Just lying here
waiting for you. right here.

so ill tell them to steer clear of texas. to let them know whats in store.

There's beauty in a breakdown.
fuck that.
fuck all her lies that she ever fed me.
fuck her.
fuckfuckfuck.

I wish i could have been warned. I'MAFRAIDOFFRIENDSHIPS.
i wish i could open up to someone.
i wish i had one of those people who knew what to say at the exact great time.
i have someone kinda like that
actually, i have four people like that
but they all live in good ol texas.
too far for me.

I wish i had a bestest bestest friend.
someone to tell everything to.
someone to like. know and stuff.
i have bestfriends.
but hardly a best friend.
well. no one's ever called me a best friend before.
except in like. kinderrgarden. and stuff. but that was when you built friendships based on the best play dough and stuff.
i wish things were still that simple.

lolz. lolz. lolz. not.

Thu, 18 May 2006 22:46:34 GMT

Wow. I can't believe this year has gone by so fast already! wow! well. this year was filled with drama, drama, and more drama.
but i wouldn't have it any other way.
i thought i hated it here in kentucky.
but really, i like it more than i did el paso.
its nicer here.
but i miss my friends so damn much.

sarah kind of upset me.
she's been upsetting me.
just because i do my hair, makeup, and nails now... she thinks i'm changing, and i'm a fake.

[no i'm not.]

just because i like to look decent?
fuck that.

him &&&& i never got together.
we didnt need each other.
he's still in love.
and so am i.
:[

♥

Happiest

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 00:36:47 GMT

I've grown to like it here.
I'm happiest when I'm with him. you know?
thank god he feels the same way.
<33333333

I guess it was all those damn drugs in the 60's

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 00:54:00 GMT

You're the only one who
drives me kicking and screaming thru fast dreams
youre the only one who
knows exactly what i mean!

So. today a certain friend was being a bitch to me.
i hate him when he does that.
seeing since i havent done shit to deserve that.
bleh.
i just cant wait till i come home.
im tired of this bullshit over here.
=(
look at me.
im being an annoying complaining bitch.
but guess who cares?
not me.

Its just that time

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 05:13:22 GMT

I edited my friends list. only kept about 10 or less people. but i couldnt handle it. some of these people post 10982173732 posts a day about bob and bill and sue anne and mary and stuff, and after a while, it gets irritable. So i made my final cut today heres the people who are gonna stay:

krystal
matt
jason
loren
blistery_teareyes or something
gloria
marcella

and i think thats it. because i actually know these or they have somehow or live in el paso that i like them
so the fucking end.
got it?
good.

can you help me as I'm starting to burn?

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 22:17:24 GMT

well.
I couldnt leave livejournal.
it was way too hard.
so, I decided to keep it.
yeah.
ily.

I'm living inside of your letters.

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 21:20:25 GMT

blah.
I'm going to delete this journal.
but
byeeee every one!

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 21:51:55 GMT

sigh
i dunno how to use a layout that i downloaded
help?

father mc kenzie writting the sermon that no one will hear?

Thu, 15 Sep 2005 00:20:16 GMT

thats how i look like when im talking to YOU! <3

thats how i look when im mad at YOU <3

goodness, i love this picture

all i need is love. love is all i need

love from me, to you...

nothing to see here that cant be shown...

all together now. EVERY BODY!

isnt my bathroom wall and switch so pretty?

I'm so emo, i wont show my face... <3

u say yes, i say no.

u say good bye, i say hello

oh no... u say good bye, and i say hello. hello hello!

o0o. i look like a business woman with my blazah

hello goodbye! hello good bye!!!

my mom said i look like an emo kid here... i dunno why tho. =)

i look like a duckyyyy!

um... yeah

did you think money was heaven-sent? (i wanted to see how i looked when i scream)

saluteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

kisses to every one!

so, ive been feeling pretty

and so

i camera whored. <3

i dont really want to be a tease....

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 02:23:01 GMT

so0o0 any ways

i had a BLAST ON FRIDAY AND SATURDAY. you wanan know why!?!??! because i stayed the night at my friend ambers house on friday, and today i went over to nessas house!!!

since its amandas 16th, this is her cake. and it was great. it looks like her car too....

amandas dog

amanda, dancing.

my friend erin, whos also dancing

erin & amanda dancing

amandas dog, erins leg, and a part of my thigh

erins teeth with chocolate in them... dont ask...

my newest friend ashlee with scooby!!!

amanda fell trying to impersonate tom cruise

but that didnt stop her from trying again

SCOOBYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!! i <333 that dog!

amanda and erin

erin freaking amanda out

woooh. that night was GREAT. <3

heres from today:

nesssa

i liked this one, even tho i screwed up

look! shes happy!

her new camera, which im envious for.

ew i look drunk

this ones great of HER, but not of ME.

i loook so uncomfortable....

she looks GORGEOUS in this one, so risque

oink?

o0o0h lala!!! making out with a piggy eh!?!?!?

that shirt makes me look fat

blurry, but love me!

im in love with myself

wooo!!!

THE END SUCKAHS

i had a great time

and i love joo

and im not gonna be on line till tuesday

-patrisha

bwahahhaa.

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 16:01:30 GMT

You Know You're From El Paso When...

You know that the only two seasons are summer and Christmas.

You know it's the first day of Spring because the wind gusts hit 50 mph.

You know that it only snows if it was at least 75 the day before.

You cringe whenever you see a CHIH MEX license plate.

You can get sunburned and wind burned in the same hour.

You can give a stranger exact directions to the Electric-Q disco in Juarez.

You don't go near the Rio Grande. Ever.

You think that anyone who lives on the West side drives a BMW and all the people
on the East side are gangsters.

The only national monuments you have been to are White Sands and the Chamizal.

You have a least four T-shirts that have "In loving memory" on the back.

You know the difference between "ya'll" and "all ya'll".

You know where the "real" first Thanksgiving took place.

You thinkg Western Playland is the place to be in the summer.

You have tried to fry an egg on the sidewalk in July.

You invest a great deal of money in hair spray in the spring.

The only thing you stocked up on for Y2K were tortillas.

You know what all those letters on the mountain stand for.

You can see three different states and two countries from your backyard.

The first place you go when you come back in town is Chico's Tacos.

When you are lost in Juarez at night, you can always find your way back by looking for
the star on the mountain.

Seeing the Asarco tower gives you that warm and fuzzy home feeling.

You have talked about leaving for about ten years, but you are still here.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from El Paso.

Get Your Own "You Know You're From" Meme Here

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aw. now i miss el paso. like woah

an old man 98 won the lottery, and died the next day

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 21:59:10 GMT

so0o0o yeah, i took my camera to escuelaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

ill take more on monday

wow. my hair sucked that day, it rained and my hair got frizzeyyyyy. and that is from left to right: amber, nessa, and moi

its nessas locker like WOAH.

nessa and alaina. <3

shes photo genic. lucky byotch.

YEY! that guys name is TIMMMMM <333 i think hes a hottiee

idk how that got there, but thats nessas lunch

i dont like how i look in this one...

pictures of meee time

i look drunk

i <3 this one...

one day ill get the whole flash thing right

THAT ONES FOR RANCHERO, because duh,. shes the one that i share this inside joke with

great day

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 22:56:15 GMT

okay, well... my camera ran out of batteries, but there is more, im just gonna steal them from josh when he posts them up. =) today was great... josh invited me to hang out with him and his mama, and it was greattt... we danced, sang and laughed... all in big lots, doller general, family dollar, some grocery store, a pet store, and mc donalds, also a sex shop, which was funnnyyy.... 0.0 first we went to go and see if he passes his permit test. he didnt... =( but hes gonna try it tomorrow!!!!!!!!!! soooo he should pass it. then after that we went toooo doller general and looked for some pants. we couldnt find any sooo we just bought him a hat that is fucking awesome... then we messed around in big lots and some stupid old people were all "oh, there goes those punk rockers" and me and josh just glared at them... then we sang to some dolly parton. that made me crack up... then josh tried to call someone in big lots, but the reception was bad so he was stranded saying"HELLO!??!?!" and some rude bitches started laughing at him and i got so0o0 pissed off... >.< i STILL THINK he does his make up TONS better than me... heres some pictures of us and stuff:

oh.... at the pet store, there was a sign that said "live rocks..." and josh asked the store manager how rocks can be alive and we got in trouble for mocking them....

sooo this is us driving.... i still thinks he kind of looks like connor oberest.... <3

he bought this hat for 5 bucks at the doller store... =) i love it

here he is ordering a mc chicken.

heres him still waiting literally 10 minutes later... and notice the worker not even acknowledging him????

the mc chicken

biting into the mc chicken

i love him.... with mc chicken still in his mouth

ew. i have horrid acne these days... heres our many attempts at getting a picture together.

i hate him for looking so perfect in every picture...

we almost got it....

finally. were together. hahha.\

so0o0 ill post more i think if josh ever posts his up. i had a great wednesday. <3333333

why couldnt he tell me himself?

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 02:45:43 GMT

Bleh. Jordan, you know the guy, the guy who claimed to always be there for me, to always love me, to be my best friend forever, and to be the best boyfriend ever already has a new girlfriend. i know i should have been prepared for that, but it took me as a suprise. i cant stop crying, and its depressing the fuck out of me. i hate crying. jason tryed to talk to me, and it worked for the mean while, but then i texted jordan to see if it was even true, and he was all "cant talk now, im with my girlfriend".... i cant believe it. he was always telling me how much he wants to see me and stuff, but now. i cant handle it... i wanna scream and tell every one...

ew. i look DISGUSTING

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 00:38:46 GMT

bleh i loook SICCCKKKK ... but then again i am

ew. im all breaking out... and i look gross

*twitch* wtf did i take pictures today???? oh well.

... ok

i was bored. so i pretended i was a fairy

my smileeeee!

yes, thats me with a jacket and a scarf... i have a cold. whaddyaexpect?!?!?!?!

hahahah... dont ask...

i like the way i underlined my eyessssssssss

ok. thats it... bleh i look horrid in all of them. im sick... >.> any ways, today fucking sucked, but oh well, right? right

Sundae

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 20:56:25 GMT

Hrm, I've been listening to the old Taking Back Sunday OVER AND OVER again. I have no idea why though... I can't relate to alot of what they're singing about or anything... well, I can, but I havent been thinking of myself recently. Gosh I'm wierd. AND AMANDA took my BARBIE!!!! haha. wheeeww... I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I wanna go to Parkland tomorrow. not FKS.... >.< yesterday, I talked to Jackie for four hours, and Jonathan for two and a half. I love those people. theyre great. I can tell them ANYTHING and i know they wont say a word. Haha. I miss the "troopers"... ok. TONS of inside jokes. Ew. when I woke up, my mom almost made me eat Spam and Eggs. THAT CRAP IS GROSS!!!! so i just kept arguing until i didnt have to eat anything. all i've had in my stomache is cranberry juice. and i'm starting to feel sick. my throat is all dry and sick-like. i need graph paper for school. >.< i hate high school.i dont see the point. >.< its not like every one turns into biologists, historyographers, and mathematicians all at once. i just wanna be a writer. AND I DONT EVEN HAVE A WRITTING/ JOURNALISM class... ugh. i don't want to go to drama class tomorrow. my teacher will just complain about my performance and every one will stare at me even after my skit is up. >.< I want someone to call me. SO CALL ME. now.... i feel like writting some poems... but i only do that when my hearts all screwed up or if im really emo or something. then i feel like slapping myself and telling myself to cheer up. this entry is long and pointless. >.< i'm gonna go and not bore you any more.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Patricia~~~~~~~~~~~

answer me!

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 00:01:58 GMT

AM I?
Ugly?

Kind? :
Loud? :

Shy?
Weird? :

Selfish? :

Ghetto? :

Crazy?:

Nice? :

Mean?:

Immature? :

Rude?:

Cool? :

Brat?

Stupid?

Caring?

Mature?

A friend?

More than a friend?

Talkative?

Boring?

Beautiful?

Creative?

Smart?

A flirt?

Slutty? :
A psycho?

Athletic?

Confusing?

Sweet?

Have mood swings

Annoying?

Funny?

Hyper?

Laid back?

Perfect?

*~*~*~*IF YOU COULD*~*~*~*

Give me a new name, what would it be?

Hook me up with someone, who would it be

Do one thing with me, it would be?

Drop me one piece of advice, it would be

*~*~*~*WOULD YOU *~*~*~* >>>>>>

Kiss me?

Ever go out with me ?:

If you already have, would you do it again ?:

Marry me if you could ?:

Ever talk bad about me if we were to break up ?:

**JUST SOME QUESTIONS**

What is my phone number?:

Which song reminds you of me?:
Do you think I'll get married?:

If you do..who do you think I'll marry?:

When is my birthday?:

Who is/are my best friend/s?:

Where did we meet?:

Have you ever had a dream about me?:

If you could change one thing about me what would it be?:

What do you love about me?:

Describe me in 3-5 words....

okay you guyssssss answer these questions por favor!!!!

gracias por todo!!!! >.< i REALLY need help with spelling >.<

but any ways, i did this cause not much is going on, and i wanted to see what people thought of me these days.

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 01:32:01 GMT

so. my faveorite bear was just sitting there with me, chilling i call him "Bubbah"

i was studing about the hypothesis of bob on whether shimmy natxz was true about the exhiwjhk theory about x=9898u7tysjXyjhkj=67

but what i didnt know was that bubbah was planning an attack!!!!

i heard a clank so i look up. i didnt know what was going on.. so i continued my hypothesis on earth and zeus' revelation to mickey mouse....

DUNN DUN DUNN!!!

i could have SWORN i heard something!!!!

but bubbah looked so cute and innocent, i didnt think much of it

THEN BUBBAH STARTED SNEAKING UP ON ME!!!

i PLEADED with my life!!!! but BUBBAH DIDNT SPARE ME!!!

and all the animals around laughed and danced and played because i WAS DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!

THEN I DIED.

the end. hahha. the things that amuse me... >.< i need a life

bored

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 00:51:52 GMT

whee!
im gonna make another picture story!!!!!!!!!!

excuse me while i fall apart, dont flatter yourself, sweet heart

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 23:41:21 GMT

heres me being a cry baby... ew. i look like i have a lazy eye... >.<

wtf. i put this picture right... sorry if its still side ways to some of you... i liked the way i looked in school today... vanessa took this for me.

STORY TIME!!! (sorry if i gross you out with the tampon. im really bored)

so... i was just sitting there...

and then all of a sudden, a foreign object just comes out of nowhere!!!!

i tried to figure out what it is, so i came up to the conclusion....

THAT ITS A CANDY!

So i unwrapped it, and guess what????

BIG disappointment. i didnt know WHAT to do with it, so i sat and thought....

*thinks*

i have a FANTASTIC idea!!!!

it looked kind of lonely, so i gave it a friend!!!!

aw... and they ended up dating!!! lookie how cute!!!!

yeah, im that bored people. i know it was disturbing... but like i said, i was BORED...>.<

comment people!!! i love comments!!!!

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 00:49:02 GMT

so, here are items that make me happy:

im a baller, holler...

the new harry potter book...

my atreyu screen, computah!

my purse, formally just black with a gemini sign...

my cat, Dog.

my daily make up products..

my drama class book

jolly ranchers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my little mini stapler!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my mini skirt. and YES, that is a bra... i love it too...

my motion city soundtrack poster

the nightmare before christmas movie!

my newest fave purchase

ok... now heres a crap load of pictures of me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i look all dumbfounded

i was blowing a kiss

oh yeah. a picture is worth 3 words

blah blah blah....

mirror shottt!!!!

i give a new definition to "four eyes"

i look like a scared deer...

i am oh so emo...

peace out mo fo

hahha... remember this ranchero???

i <333 this notebook

>.< people say i look like her...

my new house... every house on base looks the same...

me and my daddy!!!!

hahha... this made me laugh.. its just there in my kitchen...

yummyyyyy

represent our house name tag!!! seargent first class byotch...

the last picture.... smile...

sorry that this is soo long, but its been a while, right?

whhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 03:16:01 GMT

0ok, im makinng an lj friends cut....

if you dont comment within a week, yer off

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 19:14:01 GMT

mc fatter mc fatty sucks.

the end

...
i dont have much 2 say...

guess whos back?

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 16:07:57 GMT

wheee! im back on the internet. missed me??? i hope you did.

any ways i have alot to catch up on.... first of all, for those who didnt know, i moved from El Paso to Fort Knox, Kentucky which is 2 minutes away from Elizabethtown, Kentucky (note: NO attractive looking people in E town) and there is a movie coming out called "Elizabethtown" which you should go see because it was filmed here and becuase im a promowhore. any ways, the last few days in el paso killed me... i was thinking about missing my friends and family and the other people and yeah. on the last thursday i was there, me and jonathan went to the movies and met this really cool girl named ruth. trhen like 2 hours later krystal showed up. then we went to wing it. and then she said i loooked like ms.ring and she started laughing. then on friday. me and jackie and jonathan went to the mall and i bought a shit load of rings for my lip. then me and jackie ordered the same thing, we're so much alike, its scary. then we went to best buy and jackie was going to bvuy me a movie, but i didnt want her to so we just let it be and i bought the old old ancient history taking back sunday cd. (god im such a loser it hurts) then afterwards, my brother dropped us off at the show and i was sooo emo because that was pretty much the LAST time until i come back to see my friends. unfortunately. willie and aj and elmo didnt go, so i never did get to say goodbye. after the show, i started crying because i didnt get to say bye to others like marco and jew face and marcella. then.... saturday i said bye to my family and stayed at the hilton hotel. i felt like i was rich. hahaha. any ways, then on sunday morning, we left and got to kentucky on tuesday or something and registered me at fort knox high school, which is like a section off parkland so its pretty small, and it only has 500 people. then i stayed at my dads house for the weekend. yep. and now i am done boring you, so i am going to post pictures because i can.

this is jackie, i used to not like her but in the end, she was pretty awesome.

this one is a group picture from the show:

from left to right: stevo. adam, sergio, robert. and that one guy.

and this one is Krystal, looking kind of dumb........... 0_o i mean, hi krystal!!!

hehehehe...

and this is me, trying to fit into the hollywood scene...

ech.... i hate this one...

and this is robert, the jew... who is gonna end up going to jew lantis.

and heres jonathan. at first, i thought he looked like sonny moore. silly me...:

DOES HE NOT LOOK LIKE SONNY MOORE?!?!?/....

heres justin. i just met him but he was really cool. even tho he was high.

yeah... he was being a cam whore but i deleted all but one pic

MARIO!!! me and jonathan saw him at the movies.

(if you look behind him, u can see the poster for the movie :"the 40 year old virgin"... hahaha

and sergio,. i dont know him too well, but hes pretty cool from waht i know.

and this was jackie at starbucks....drinking the same thing i was drinking: a grande vanilla bean frap!!!!

vanilla bean= orgasmic!

and this is krystal again.

with yummy japenese gum!!!!

ok. that was pretty much it/

oh and i saw charlie and the chocolate factory. i loved it.